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The Master | Saxon Era ([personal profile] standsonhigh) wrote2016-11-23 08:44 pm

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infomodder: your smarts are not so smart (it's cute how you think you're so smart)

[personal profile] infomodder 2014-03-22 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Empathy being a tricky thing, oh, what Will could tell about that, if only he could find ways to put it into words. Doesn't want to be rude, he says, and Will instantly knows what he's talking about. The answer comes out of like he's answering basic math, just another fact:]

I've been stabbed and shot in the shoulder for work. It still aggravates me.

[Then it's all Barty Barty Barty and yes, Will was using him as a "real reason" to get the Master here, but he hardly cares about him the way he cares about Alana. Really, he hardly cares about anyone the way he cares about Alana. He's not sure if the Master is really buying the bits of bullshit Will is shoveling out, but he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who isn't used to bullshit. If he lives with Barty...

Will leans back at last, interlacing his fingers over his stomach as he really, really looks at the Master, every bit of focus on him and only him. A circus could blow through the room, and it's pretty apparent that Will wouldn't give it a bit of attention.

This is getting back to first meals at home. A bit of rudeness to start it all off, and then what? He's as relaxed as he gets and gestures out with those joined hands, shrugging somewhat.
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I didn't really contact you about Barty. Exactly. [It's good to know they do have a bond past something like fond bickering on the network. That confirmation is really quite nice.] Glad to know he's got friends who would rather text about him, though. Very caring. [WILL GRAHAM HAS NO RIGHT TO TALK ABOUT PROPER FRIENDSHIP BUT HE JUST DID] Alana Bloom. I'd really rather certain people have nothing to do with her.

[His eyebrows lift a bit. Yeah, he means the Master. Barty. Several others.

Will himself, sometimes.
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infomodder: IF YOU'LL FEAST ON MINE (where's your heart let me massage it)

[personal profile] infomodder 2014-03-24 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[This was a bad idea. This was a bad idea. This was a bad move, a misstep, and he couldn't erase it now. He could only hope to lessen the damage that would probably be caused, especially if he turned cagey and started throwing out threats.

Granted, the last time someone had truly tried to hurt Alana, he'd shot him in the head right outside her house. Of course, he'd promptly passed out in the snow right after with a raging fever, woken up in a hospital connected to all the regular things needed to make sure he was recovering, and taken part in a gourmet chicken soup meal with his best friend in the entire world. He'd probably pissed him off a little calling it chicken soup, but there was no Lecter here to feed him if anything bad ever happened to Alana.

Would that be better or worse?

His first meal had resulted in him leaning away, staring at the man sitting across from him without hiding that he wasn't sure what to make of him. Defensive. This time, there's no backing away. He leans forward, arms settling on the table, the exact same distance as the Master. A meeting in the middle, both covering the same ground.

Will is neither truly advancing nor retreating. He can't afford it.
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You know what they say about the company you keep. [Is he going to be called out on his bullshit? He talks to Barty, visits with him, shouldn't he stay away from this Alana Bloom, too?] Are you saying I shouldn't be concerned about you doing anything unsavory to her should you be given the chance to get close enough? Get in a room alone with her?

[There's something a little off in the way he says that last part, but he's not about to tell the story of how she avoided being alone in a room with him for ages when he wasn't considered a murderer, all the while being alone with everyone else. Even Lecter.]
infomodder: IF YOU'LL FEAST ON MINE (i am missing something here)

[personal profile] infomodder 2014-03-26 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Redemption. Theatrics. This is about Alana and her safety, but he finds himself being dragged away, growing unfocused. There's the sound of a bubbling creek, the snort of a feathered stag, and as the words keep coming over both those, it feels like his throat tightens. Expands. He's fighting for air, something crammed down his mouth and forcing its way into his very stomach. A gagging sensation that he's not sure comes from his own head or the idea that he's really, really messed this one up.

At least there's no ears when he looks from the Master between them, blinking to get it all back together, to come back to the present. His name is Will Graham, it's not too late in the day, and he's in Asgard. Asgard.

It takes him a second to reply, having to play back what he'd just heard away from all the other noise that threatened to drown it out. Finally, once he feels like he's not suffocating and can talk without worrying that opening his mouth will result in something awful popping out, he can say one thing for himself: he's keeping his calm. There's no panicking, there's no throwing out insults. There's no stag creature staring at him from the doorway. There's just, now that he focuses, Will Graham and one man he does not at all trust talking about Alana Bloom.
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She's not the only one here who could help you. [Are there other psychiatrists? He doesn't know. He never had the patience to be one, never wanted to go through with anything that would earn him the coveted title of doctor. Maybe he should have. If he knew he'd end up in the home of gods and giants, it might have come in handy.] She's not the only one who knows the ins and outs of the human mind.

[Human. That's the key word Will has been holding onto, but people here come from all over and still carry the same traits and thought processes as the ones back home. It's absolutely infuriating.]

If you'd intended for it to be truly private and personal, you wouldn't have shown yourself like you did. She left herself up for private contact. But you didn't. You made it visible to the entirety of Asgard.

[He can just hear it now, in Lecter's voice, in Alana's voice, in Crawford's, in just about everyone he knows. He's damaged and broken and shouldn't be profiling the insane, or even thinking about it. He needs to recover and get better before he so much as looks at gory photographs. He should sit in his cell and wait for nature to take its course. He shouldn't seek comfort in doing what it is people are going to scramble to say drove him to the breaking point.

And yet here he sits.
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As you said, everyone slips. They just usually don't purposefully start off the entire process by slipping.

[And isn't that what Will is doing right now with the Master, slipping? Maybe a little less purposefully, but it's still slipping. Bunch of psychopaths helping each other out, he'd heard before.

That only works when anyone really wants help. He doubts that's the case here.
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Edited 2014-03-26 00:12 (UTC)